haiz... so damn tired this week school got MPS so everyday ponting class to help up lor even it is fun but tired and fusrated!!!! Well what did I did wrong why everybody is starting to hate me?
On Thursday, I went to library to help up for Mps day than suddly wanteng and hueymei come and find me said that someone want to tell teacher that we eat in class and that someone say that only I trust liyen so wanteng and huey mei ask me to ask that someone to stop telling teacher abt we eat in class, so just to be fair to everyone I promise them lor!!! then I went back to class wanted to tell that someone not to tell teacher, but before that I saw wanteng and hueymei talking with him and they are enjoying so I do not want to kacau lor and walk away....
after school, I am so tired suddenly a call came is that someone call me he said that I don`t believe you anymore!! then I am so shock and ask why has normal he said that all the secret he told me the whole class know d and blame on me. he said that i told them de loh but i did not i never even tell my teddy lor!!! this thing make me so angry d. then some more he told me that the whole class hate me~ cause of something that i don even know but i ask some people and they say is a bitch talking bad about you in class when you are not in class she make everyone believe what she said bad abt me Fcuk her lar wats her problem!!!!!
now i am so sad, tired, angry and fusrated then kena parents blame and scold me I wanted to cry badly but I tahan my emotion....until another phone call frm seng yew he ask me to collect rm 5 frm everyone that go to mssd...walau I cannot tahan d so I scold him and tell him wad happen so he try to make me happy lor. seng yew srry arr and tkns
wtf lor so may thing happen to me this month feeling so fusrated, sad, angry, and all kind of emotion mixing together
Friday, July 24, 2009
Posted by Li yen at 9:31 PM 0 comments
Please understand me~
I wanna explain something to someone that do not understand me out there. Well I know that you all think that I am playgirl, I am flirty and so on stuff. But this is me, myself the real liyen I mix with guys more then girls since standard 5 what do all of you expect? change my attitude in 6 to 7 months? I will, trying my best. But can you all stop telling everyone that I am coupling with a form 3 guy, flirting with morning classes guys and more bullshit....plz don`t judge the book with its cover and don`t judge me if you don`t understand me ( it hurts) And by the way I hve a Bf already so...plz stop gossiping. To: wen en sorry for making you felt angry cause i mix with..... but me and him are just normal friends, ok i promise you not to get too close with him but can you at least let us talk has a normal friend? hope you can forgive me~
Posted by Li yen at 8:38 PM 0 comments
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Mssd competition
OMG!!!! Today is finally the day for my taekwondo Mssd competition, I am so nervous on that day. I woke up at 6am to get ready myself and when out at 6.45am.... when I reach there with my others friends we are wanted for help to put the mats on the floor this is the bad side to go early~ At abt 8am we have a short warm up section then we have to wait for our turn to figth....
and my number is 51A, 57 and 68 I have to figth for three rounds~ but why girls have to figth after guys??? the guys start to figth following their number the competition is so exiting (hard to explain by words) And we girls and other guys that are not figthing yet cheer for them until i have no voice haiz...wad to do?? I have waited and waited for the numbers to past.... fnaly its mine turn to figth hahha after waiting for abt 5 hours but I had meet alot of new friends there...
I had won the first round but lost at the second round *sad~
But I am still happy cause at least I got a bronze and I am the only form one student among my friends maybe I am the youngest they really treat me well and I am happy to know new friends...
hope next year i can still join mssd and get a silver or a gold back~ ( actually more things happened on that day but dunno how to say out by words but i will keep it in the bottom of my heart for what we have gone through together)
Posted by Li yen at 8:45 PM 0 comments
Friday, July 10, 2009
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Just for you my dear...
May I be the only angel in your heart?
May I be the only star in your sky?
May I be the only beautiful flower appoint your look?
May I be the only shirt you like?
May I be the only song in your mine?
May I be your wings to make you fly?
Can I be the only out of many in your heart?
i have been running many rounds in your heat....
just to find the only key to open your heart for me~
But I have gave up,
Cause I think that its time to let you go and let me rest~
But I know when I let you go it will make me sad....
But even this will happen I accept it Just to make you happy~
Because I still wanna be the only best fren in your heart forever
I still wana see your warm smile just to me....
Posted by Li yen at 3:09 AM 0 comments